Recently I figured out quite a few of my worst qualities stem from being frightened of loosing control. Behind this veneer of courage and toughness larks a timid and frightened little boy. Yes, a bit embarrassing – but who the hell am I to be so flawless, virtuous character?
Under the veneer, also lark wishes for a peaceful and calm day, with no responsibility to carry – when I will be allowed to mingle with the sky, the air, the little bees, those little white flowers that greet me everyday.
I guess all human beings long for that day.
But that’s a utopia that never comes true completely.
Hence, we made another veneer – we call it “Arts and Sciences”! When they are in their most authentic selves – well, that’s where we long to belong.
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